Ripples of Consciousness

An echo is heard.
But what movements does it entail?
Can it be measured?
Can it be felt?
Is it all just moving at the speed of thought?

One would think about these projections.
Whether they are conscious or not.
Each movement sends a vibration.
And everything spreads across Time.
If we are to think about what might be,
We will never realize what is.
It is never about becoming.
It is however about being.

A mere thought
is a drop in the oceans of consciousness.
A mere gesture or word,
creates a vibration.
Like a current it moves and spreads.
Everything leading to its Source.
In consciousness and dreams, we are.
Not what we claim to be.

The world is uncertain.
Confusion and discord are amok.
A gathering of sorts,
the terrors of the unknown lead to panic.
If one were to recollect himself,
Surely He will be spared.
Once emotions and fears are confronted,
then clarity is then assured.

In clarity, leads to knowledge.
He begins to perceive the world for what it is.
Yet this knowledge may also be maddening.
One would consider the price and risks that are certain.
With knowledge comes power. and power comes responsibility.
And once he has mastered this,
then comes old age.

Time moves quicker than one would expect.
His hour draws nearer.
He carried out his decisions with impeccability.
And impeccability he carried with him.
In spite of old age, still filled with youth and vigor.
He still fights with strength and cunning.
In the end he stands the victor.
However, Death comes for him.

Now he must not be filled with regrets.
Because with regrets, he will not move forward.
When he has conquered his regrets,
then he can stand as a warrior.
When death comes to greet him again.
He asks Death, “Tell me When.”
Now that he is on the next road to travel.
Many more secrets and adventures await his arrival.
Once an average man, now a warrior.
In the end, he is now a part of Eternity.

A Response From Christians Smeared by Sargon Of Akkad’s “Jokes”

Sargon of Akkad, aka Carl Benjamin, has recently made a kindly video somewhat defending Christians. As we have had multiple run-ins with him here at Red Pill Religion, I have left him the following comment, and am posting this here and sending it to people I know to know Mr. Benjamin:

Sargon: As Christians (and friends to Christians) we thank you for your recent softening towards Christians. But you know and we know full well you’ve been a complete shit to SPECIFIC Christians for a long time, including being a complete shit to the Red Pill Religion team, on the air, and laughing and mocking and not letting us represent who we really were honestly. Mocking and bullying us from your platform, misrepresenting us, and giving us no fair shot at answering the garbage you were saying about us and about others who were religious.

If you are really serious and want to NOT be enemies anymore with Christians, will you PLEASE finally talk to us instead of mocking, belittling, and twisting us? We’re willing to let water under the bridge and all that, but seriously: people have been hurt by you guys and your friends for the crime of being Christian and you know it. Show you really mean it: bring us on and talk with some of the people you’ve been rude and nasty to, let Christians speak in defense of themselves in your presence. Have us and some other people on. It would be a real show of good faith.
God bless and let us know.

The Case for Santa Claus being real

Origins of Santa Claus

A lot of people not familiar with the full story of Santa Claus often talks about things they don’t know a lot about. Some people use believing in Santa Claus as being inferior in intellect.  Or that Santa Claus is a rip-off of some Germanic, Celtic, Norse, or Semitic god. Both of those claims were untrue. Christmas as it is celebrated today is very much different and the same. It is very different as decorations are a modern invention, and so is Santa Claus. Santa Claus as we know him was invented in the 1800’s as a way to have a non-religious based story attached to a day known to the cultures of the northern hemisphere as the true beginning of the cold. Christmas while called that by Christians for Christian reasons. We do have to live with non-Christians.

Continue reading “The Case for Santa Claus being real”

Fundraising appeal: Martyred in the USSR

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Martyred in the USSR: Militant Atheism in the former Soviet Union is a documentary about militant atheism in the former Soviet Union. It tells the personal, emotional and horrific story of what people went through simply because they chose to cling to their faith, even at the risk of death. It did not matter what religion you practiced, if you believed in God in the USSR you were persecuted, and persecuted brutally. From 1917 to 1990 people of faith were shot, executed, thrown in the gulag and left to die because the Soviet Government hated religion. What makes this story extremely important is that the new generation in Russia knows nothing about their past and will deny that the brutality ever happened.”

Max Dean Esmay Resigns as Head of Red Pill Religion

I have been meaning to write this post for some time: Some months ago, during the summer of 2019, on the air I announced a few times that I was stepping down as head of Red Pill Religion. I have turned operations over to Andrew Strateletes and the crew, including Arran Thompson, Oda St. Oda, Jean Baptiste, and others who were with us on the original “Escaping Atheism” project from the beginning. I no longer am active in daily operations, though I will continue to work on occasional streams or articles here.

I could go on at length about the many smears, lies, personal attacks, and dirty tricks played on me and my family by the Atheist Community, and how I made a few mistakes here and there losing my temper but have made my apologies to God and anyone who deserved an apology. Overall, I’m incredibly grateful for the RPR team, and very pleased with the work we did exposing and disrupting the Hate Movement known as Atheism on the Internet.

Please look for me to publish occasionally here, and also on Celia Farber’s Truth Barrier. Max is not gone, Max is just focusing on other things, and turning leadership over to others.

I never wanted to lead. I always wanted to just be part of things. I’m looking forward to sitting back and just being part of things in the background again.

God bless and thank you all for your support. Ave Maria.

Finders Cult “Conspiracy Theory” Is Real

This weekend, the FBI dropped a truly scandalous document, that you can bet will hardly be spoken of at all in “respectable” circles of Conservatism Inc. — people like Daily Wire, Daily Beast, National Review, etc. because these are controlled outlets. Indeed, the stuff should be screaming Monday Morning headlines, but isn’t.

The only ones to cover the amazing drop, so far, is the Taiwanese-owned Epoch Times, which is run by some sort of Evangelical Christian Chinese family, and is often savaged by the rest of the Mainstream press (you can decide if they are Mainstream or not, I like them better than ANY “American” paper):

FBI Releases Information on the ‘Finders,’ a Secretive Group Accused of Child Sex Abuse.

This should be making screaming headlines everywhere. It isn’t. For the actual documentation you’ll find it here:

(Please note, that is the FBI’s web site)

Now, what is this? Amongst other things, it is proof that one of the biggest “Nutty Conspiracy Theories” of the last 30 years or so is True. How deep it goes is another question, but from this documentation alone, we know the government, and the press, colluded to lie about the Finders Cult for the last 3+ decades. Semi-independent YouTube conservative Mark Dice tweeted this salacious part (there’s more obviously):

…but otherwise, dead silence in Right Wing Land, and Left Wing Land, including ALL the supposed “Conservative” and “Liberal” not one of which can be trusted as far as you can throw them in my book. Needless to say, “mainstream” outlets were and are also mum.

Now, as you may know I’m a sex abuse survivor, and was involved as a victim with a pedo ring in Chicago. You also probably know I spent years doing advocacy for advocates of same, male ones in particular.
What you may also remember, if you are old enough, is that in the 1990s in particular we were treated to a series of articles and stories ll throughout the mainstream press–BTW, including the “Conservative” press–that “moral panic” and “hysteria” were behind any idea that there were any Satanic death rituals or cults to be found anywhere in America–any time, anywhere. You can find nothing much about it at all online anymore, though here’s a reasonably recent, if obscure article, that may lead you to remember when we were all told by the FBI and nationwide mainstream media that only paranoid religious nuts believed this stuff:

Now what has just come to our attention is that during the Vice Presidency and Presidency of George Herbert Walker Bush, and the Presidency of William Jefferson Clinton, the government and the media told us a massive whopper of a lie: there are no Satanic death cults, no blood rituals involving murdering children.

They colluded to lie.

For decades.

Had me convinced, I can tell you, since the pedos I ran into appeared to be the more garden variety freaks (thank God) and not actual Satanists. They just wanted to f*ck children, not kill and eat them.

But people in the FBI and the CIA do like doing things like that to children, it turns out. And have for decades. The Finders Cult has been talked about by “Conspiracy Theorists” since the 1970s. This week, we find out they existed.
You asked me about Pizzagate: that is a currently raging “Conspiracy Theory.” Pizzagate is large. Pizzagate is vast. Pizzagate comes from Wikileaks. Pizzagate is part of why Julian Assange is on trial right now.

Pizzagate, amongst other things, implicates George Herbert Walker Bush, William Jefferson Clinton, Hillary Clinton, George W. Bush, Barack and Michelle Obama, the entire Clinton Foundation, and friends such as John McCain and John Kerry, in being directly involved in child sex traficking, the traficking in child body parts (including but not limited to aborted baby parts), and ritual sex abuse murder and cannibalism. And children for cash for all this–run through the National Center for MIssing and Exploited Children, which appears to be in reality the Clinton Foundation’s main front for child traficking. You know, these were the same people who put the kids on the milk cartons when we were younger. (None of those kids were ever found BTW, none of them).

Oh, needless to say, CIA and FBI were already implicated, along with these high political figures.

Some of the other figures are still in the Congress.

Now, the involvement of Mr. Trump is gray. Indeed, it appears that his administration has been, slowly but surely, working to unearth much of this. The Jeffrey Epstein affair is almost certainly directly related–and notice how our Conservative(TM) and Progressive(TM) press pretty much dropped the Epstein affair along with everyone else? All the above-named persons spent much time on his Kiddie Island.

Now what to make of all this, other than to vomit and accept that massive conspiracies really do happen and can involve the highest levels of government and decades of coverup involving thousands of people…
…and that we’ve been ruled by elite pedophiles for much of our lives?
Is that too much to swallow? OK. It’s what I think. I haven’t even begun to scratch the surface. Much of this appears to involve Nazis we brought over here after WWII for example.

Your Deep State AND your elected officials have been traficking in children and body parts for decades. The press has been colluding. It’s all being done by Secret Society members–Secret Societies that run our Intelligence services. If you look into the history of all our intelligence services, they were all started by Secret Society members. Well, who better to set up your secret spy organization, anyway?

Do I think Mr. Trump is going good things in this regard? Yes, and for this alone I may support him. But when people ask me if I love my country and my system of government… hmm.

Like I said, as a survivor this is hard for me. What’s harder is realizing, how much of what they told us was lies. They lied, and they lied big, and–THEY CONTINUE TO LIE.

Our “Conservative(TM)” and “Liberal(TM)” and much of our “Independent(TM)” press is as phony as the “Mainstream(TM).”

Which media source do you trust and why do you trust it? It’s a question we all have to ask ourselves, increasingly.